Today I am feeling really numb and I think I am still in shock. There are just so many things running around inside my head.
A friend told me last night that while she knows it still is hard, at least I know. This way I have time to make more memories with her. Like I want to go to Disneyland with her and let her chose what we do. And I want lots of pictures. I have many from the last 27 years, but now I want more.
I am trying to get a hold of my sister so I can be the one to tell her. I don't want her to hear it from anyone else and I don't want my mom worrying over her. I don't know what my sister will do, but she has a right to know.
Every now and then I think about how it's gonna be......I don't know how I am going to handle it. I really don't.
A friend told me last night that while she knows it still is hard, at least I know. This way I have time to make more memories with her. Like I want to go to Disneyland with her and let her chose what we do. And I want lots of pictures. I have many from the last 27 years, but now I want more.
I am trying to get a hold of my sister so I can be the one to tell her. I don't want her to hear it from anyone else and I don't want my mom worrying over her. I don't know what my sister will do, but she has a right to know.
Every now and then I think about how it's gonna be......I don't know how I am going to handle it. I really don't.
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