So mom went in for her surgery on Wednesday and is feeling a lot better and no longer yellow!! This makes me very happy :) Now we are just waiting on her biopsy appointment, and then back to Dr. Schopf at the end of the month.

The dr who did her surgery siad the tumor might even be benighn, but we won't now for sure until she has gone for her biospy. So I am hoping that this happens soon.

That's all for now, more when I know more.

Day 4

So today wasn't the best for me. I didn't get much sleep last night and it was so hot today. Half of me is grumpy and the other half wants to curl up and cry. It sucks when you are walking down the road and you start crying. Thank god for sunglasses.

It's everything right now. I'm losing two of my bestfriends.

I'm just so tired and want to be held and told that it's just a bad dream.

Day 3

Today i am exhausted.....i think the toll of the last week has finally hit me.

So today I got an email from my sister. I think this is the first form of communication I have had from her since '04. It's weird to have someone that you don't know at all in your immediate family.

So my mom goes in for a Biopsy on Tuesday and then her surgery to make her not jaundice on Wednesday. I don't work those days, so I plan on being there with her even if it's going to be boring as she says. Soo not the point. Just being there with her is the point.

However I think my brain is on shut down mode cause there's just too much in it to focus. I almost started crying during the movie I went to tonight. There is a scene where a woman tries on a wedding dress and I wondered if my mom will get a chance to be there with me when I do that.......